Hello there. My name is MICHELLE. I'm a twenty year old lady, with a dysfunctional brain. I'm an Asian Chinese who resides in super winter sunny Kuching,Sarawak. I'm perfectly imperfect & abnormal :D By the way, everyone is imperfect. I'm pretty bad at conversations where as others are pretty good at. WHY? Because when people are talking, I am thinking millions of stupid stuffs. &music is her ecstasy.

This is a place where i express my thoughts and feelings through words. If you're unhappy with what I post here, just leave :D.

She's in no mood prease.

It seems like whatever I do now can make or break a relationship. I should be cautious and isolated to myself now. Don't push me to my limit. Oh wait, I'm already there. It's getting too stressful for me. Is it worth to suffer like this? God I'm too suay already. I thought you are my best friend, one and only. But you keep secrets from me. I told you that he wasn't a good guy. He was a playboy. You don trust me? Everyone knew that he wasn't a good guy. You still wanna be with him. What kind of brain you have? FUCK la! What kind of relationship is this?! 10years? SO WHAT! I asked you to go out with me, you said something comes up. You're right. Something?! You go out with them. And i thought something happened to your family again. It makes me worried. I shouldn't worry about you! You have him. You don't need me!! FUCK! Don't tell me you treat me as your best friend! LIAR! Thanks a lot, now I can't even feel my heart there anymore. Numbed from all the fucking pain.