Hello there. My name is MICHELLE. I'm a twenty year old lady, with a dysfunctional brain. I'm an Asian Chinese who resides in super winter sunny Kuching,Sarawak. I'm perfectly imperfect & abnormal :D By the way, everyone is imperfect. I'm pretty bad at conversations where as others are pretty good at. WHY? Because when people are talking, I am thinking millions of stupid stuffs. &music is her ecstasy.

This is a place where i express my thoughts and feelings through words. If you're unhappy with what I post here, just leave :D.

Love.. ? What is that?

Now then i realize that you never fall in love with me. You lied me.. ? I don know. You never tell me anything or whatever things in your mind. I never understand you. I'm the only stupid that sad and you're so happy with your life without me. I can see how happy you're. hehe some more. How about me? I'm just like invisible. What you did makes me think that I'm not a human being, like i have no feelings. If you never love me, just tell me. At least I know that I should stay away from you. You gave me so many reasons why you broke with me. But i think the real reason is that you never forgot your maple girlfriend which you never meet her before. I'm not blaming you. I just wrote out how i feels and what i think. I'm so tired with my life. The dream that i will die in form5, if it's true, I'm waiting for the day to come. If the dream is fake, I wish i could finish form5 as soon as possible and go Singapore. And i don wanna come back to Kuching anymore. This place is meaningless. If i go to Singapore, at least my friends there are more friendly then all of my friends here. Kuching sux. But its time for me to love another on- Daryl. Because he loves me and he treat me really good. I wish i could go Singapore and stay there with you.