Hello there. My name is MICHELLE. I'm a twenty year old lady, with a dysfunctional brain. I'm an Asian Chinese who resides in super winter sunny Kuching,Sarawak. I'm perfectly imperfect & abnormal :D By the way, everyone is imperfect. I'm pretty bad at conversations where as others are pretty good at. WHY? Because when people are talking, I am thinking millions of stupid stuffs. &music is her ecstasy.

This is a place where i express my thoughts and feelings through words. If you're unhappy with what I post here, just leave :D.

I don know why i cant forget him. I went to cinema today. I think about him when i was there. We had sweet memories there before. So no matter what i do and no matter where i am, i think about him. I miss him no matter what. Can anyone save me? Can anyone cure me? Can anyone change my heart? Then i wont love him! I was really hurt. And now, I'm still hurt. What should i do? I don know. I don know what am i thinking or what am I doing. I just miss him and love him. Why? I don know! I just love him for no reason.


Is this called reason? Maybe? Maybe not. Although he always bully me in front of his friends, angry me and argue with me, i still love him. And i believe that he love me too. But i don understand how could he change so much in a week. He said he has no more feeling on me after we argue last Sunday. I'm waiting for you. I wish you could come back to me! I really wish so. Those who read my blog, please pray for me. "God, please let him back to Michelle! Amen".