Hello there. My name is MICHELLE. I'm a twenty year old lady, with a dysfunctional brain. I'm an Asian Chinese who resides in super winter sunny Kuching,Sarawak. I'm perfectly imperfect & abnormal :D By the way, everyone is imperfect. I'm pretty bad at conversations where as others are pretty good at. WHY? Because when people are talking, I am thinking millions of stupid stuffs. &music is her ecstasy.

This is a place where i express my thoughts and feelings through words. If you're unhappy with what I post here, just leave :D.

♥ Whisky, i love ue.

I adopted a rabbit on 12th April. Named Whisky. Whisky's fur is smoother than anything. It has cute ears, nice fur, cute little pinky nose and more. Its cute. When i just bought it, it always scratch me and hurt me. After 1 week +, Whisky knows who i am. So it likes to sleep on my tight. I always put it on my chest. Let it rest. And when i fall asleep, it licks my lips.

When i feed Whisky, it always lick my finger tips. When it saw vege, it starts being crazy. Like very hungry. Sometimes when im doing homework, Whisky come to me and lick my toe. It wans me to hug it. So i do, i hug it tightly cos im really scared it'll leave me one day. When im going to catch it and put in cage, it runs like hell. Seems like it dont like to be keep in the cage. So i wont keep it in the cage. Just hug it and talks with it [ although it wont answer me].

Whisky makes me fall in love with it. And leave me alone. Why god did this thing to me?! Why must you bring my 1st pet away from me?! I wan Whisky to lick me. I wan it to be with me. But i cant do anything. Its gone. If i can, sure i come with you, Whisky. Yesterday morning, i almost late for school, so i dint went to see Whisky and say goodbye to it. Just 1 day, and you leave me alone here.

After school, when i just got in the car, a bad news from my mam. Whisky's dead. ITS DEAD. When i heard that, tears straightly came out. i CRIED. Everything about Whisky came out in my mind. I dont wan it to leave me. And i kept thinking why it's dead?! I DON KNOW!!!! I don want this to happen. But its too late. Unfortunately, i only have 1o days to be with it. And its dead now.

I rush to find it when i reached home. When i saw it, i cried loudly. i touched it. Its cold. So cold. And its not as active as normal. Its not moving at all. Its sleeping. YA. SHOULD BE. I hug it into my room. Laying on my bed with Whisky, hugging it tightly. This was the last time i hug you. I kissed it even its dead. Cos i really love it.

I cried for 3 hours+ . Lastly, I went to the backyard of my house. I started to dig a big hole. Im going to dig a big hole for Whisky. Wish Whisky could rest in peace. Wish god bless it. I'll pray for it everyday. I swear. You'll always in my heart. No matter what happened. I miss you. I love you. I will always remember all those memories between whisky and i.

♥REST IN PEACE.