Friday, April 25, 2008
{ 9:41 PM }
♥ SPEECHLESS o_o
Since i have some time now, shouldn't delay.
COS i donwan my blog DEAD.
okkeydonkey. Back to my title. Where am i? Alright, im just starting to write this blog. ;X BIG NEWS; Lastly my laptop can play maple ad lurs. THX GERALD a lots for giving me the maple sea's progamme files. I miss maple a lots. And luckily i can play now. MISS EVERY MAPLER A LOTS. Aaron lend me his USB today. Cos i wanna play FLYFF. And im too lazy to download it. It might takes quite a long time to download it. So i install it using the setup. Finish everything, i try to play lur. But my laptop keep dc-iin. I have no idea why its like this.
One thing make me so confused. What is it? I think i had fall in love with someone. Last time, I always said we are not suitable for each other, we are different and i told my friend i would never love him. But this few days, i realize that when im sad or whatever i wish he's by my side and care about me or comfort me. I miss him like crazy no matter what am i doing. When im doing my homework or studying, i'll keep thinking of him. What's is he doing now? I DON KNOW WHY. Is it love or what?! This makes me so tired. So wish he could message with me 24 hours. MISS me all the time. WHAT HAPPENED TO ME?!
Last time, FOOD was the main thing in my mind. BUT now, HE's the main thing i wan in my mind? I DON KNOW LA. I DON WAN TO HURT HIM. So i really don dare to tell him anything about how i feel. okkey. ENOUGH. STOP THINKING BOUT HIM.
When i just finish school today, went to eat chicken rice for my lunch. Then bring sista to school. And i had 4-5 hours sitting in the car. what the heck?! Mam's busy with her stuff. Finish everything then went to my mam's friend's house lur. I usually call her aunty. So aunty's house was nicely designed and nicely painted. All tvs were the plasma de? OHYA. It is. So nice. And i feel so confortable inside. Aunty's grandson's CUTE. SUPER DAMN CUTE.
♥ LOVE HIM? no idea ._.
